I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive
to another in a loving relationship.
I am not weak, or unintelligent. I am a strong woman, with firm
views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life.
I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride
and strength.
I look to my beloved Master for guidance and protection, for
never am I more complete than when he is with me.
I know that he will protect my body, my mind, my heart and my spirit
with his strength and wisdom.
He is everything to me, as I am everything to him.
His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me.
Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy.
His punishments are strict, but I accept them thankfully,
knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his
mind.
If he desires my body for his pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to
him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt,
those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is his, and if he says I am beautiful, then I am.
No matter what I look like to others, I am beautiful in his
eyes, and because of that, I hold my head high ...for who can tell
me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me ?
If he says I am his love, then I am that ... regal , graceful, exquisite in my slavery.
And if I see laughter for me in the eyes of others, I do not
recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong ?
If he says I am his toys, his slut, his property, then I am that
as wanton and filled with dark desires as he wants me to be,
and if others do no see this,
then it is they who are blind, not my Master.
My mind is his, to expand, to explore, to know as only he can.
I have no secrets from him ... for secrets are a thing that
would keep me from being more perfectly his.
Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and
myself ... and I do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones I would seek on my own,
but they are lessons he has decided I need, and so I learn from him.
My spirit is his, as bare to his touch as ever my skin could
be when I kneel naked at his feet.
Never a moment goes by when I do not feel his presence,
be he miles away or standing over me.
If I was to ever displease him, his displeasure would be
a blow to my spirit, worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my heart that I feel when I disappoint him is
harder to bear than the physical anguish I feel when his belt
caresses me with fire.
I spend my days knowing that the energy and thought he
puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as for his,
and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene that we do together.
His part is much harder than mine, and I know this and I am
grateful that he cares enough about me to spend his time and
energy so freely on me.
I have the easier job: to feel, to experience, to let myself go
and abandon everything to him.
I am his pleasure and his responsibility, and e takes both
seriously.
I am a submissive woman. I am proud to call myself that.
My submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can only
be given to him, the one who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to he who has that strength will I give myself fully,
because I am strong and proud .
I am a submissive woman owned , cherished and loved by my Master.
very well written. I wouldn't mind domming you anytime, anywhere baby.
ReplyDeleteThen I think you missed the point of the whole piece !
Deletebeautiful i'm giving this to my sub for inspiration
ReplyDeleteYou could not have been more on point in your thoughts and level of commitment to you Master. My sweet submissive is growing by leaps and bounds and feels very much like you. This blog has done your Master proud. Of this I am sure. Well done!
ReplyDeleteMy new submissive is new to these feelings and your thoughts are beautiful and honest. I am going to link her to this in my quest to help her understand the feelings that she is discovering with me. Thank you Leashedlaura, your master must be very proud of your service to him.
ReplyDeleteIf I may use a British phrase, your writing is SPOT ON leashedlaura. Everything you said. Exactly. The most obvious and underused terms to me: “my inner goddess,” and “caresses.” but I can’t stop wondering! You have beaten 50 shades of grey by a mile dear. Carolyne...still learning.
ReplyDeleteThanks for this words written! Great vision of real woman position from nature! Would glad to converse with you.
ReplyDeletei am a new sup i need a master and can someone pls show me how to serve a master?
ReplyDeletemaster willtrain you
DeleteTo serve your master you must be honest with yourself and with him about your wants and needs and you must be willing to give yourself over to his athority in every way,only then can he train you properly to serve him and in doing so serve yourself.
Deletewatting to hear if you want me to train you
ReplyDeleteI live in Germany and am a master, if like please write with on liebemuehl@web.de ,
Deleteor other submissive women, too.
I am completely new to the world of submission and have been reading up on the various kind of training some masters may do. I have looked for ways to explain why I want to become a submissive and you could not have put my feelings about this into words any better. This was an absolutely beautiful piece. The relationship you have is the sort of relationship I would want with a master. Thank you for sharing this.
ReplyDeleteI live in Germany and I´am a "Herr + master", if like please write me on liebemuehl@web.de
ReplyDeletethis is amazing. that i could express my love and trust for my Master, in words even half as eloquent as you have used, is something to which i can only hope to aspire. this has given me much to think about, regarding how i carry myself and my behaviour, and how it impacts on Him. i can only hope that i do my Master as proud as i sincerely hope yours is.
ReplyDeleteBecause of your Masters understanding of your deepest needs and your own ability to recognize who you truely are you both have a full and fullfilling relationship, an example to everyone.
ReplyDeleteAll women should take note of this, the submissive nature should be allowed to grow and expand and it can when a Master has a full understanding of his possessions pleasing and serving nature. I can tell you have a deep and true beauty inside and I think you might be surprised how many of our sisters feel the same way, but unfortunately hide it within themselves.
I enjoyed reading this Blog and makes me think very hard about the path i have taken in my life. i have a husband that does not understand what i would like or need from him, and i have a very understanding MAster that is helping me bring my very vanilla husband to what i need for him and for me. (yes they are separate people)
ReplyDeleteAre the two of them aware of each other?
DeleteI had a girlfriend that wanted/is/was submissive. She told me what she wanted and to try it. I am new to being a "master" to any one. Unfortunately... she wanted only to play act. She only wanted the "fun" part that was the sexual part and nothing more. We broke up of course because of other things. My question is... Being someone that finds being the master suits my personality and needs... Why is it so hard to find a submissive that feels as you do? Every time I re-read this it breaks my heart to know that that kind of fulfillment is denied so many because they are afraid to come to terms with those particular feelings or feel weak for having them? I know society helps in demolish that natural and beautiful emotion you portray in your writing.
ReplyDeleteIf you do not mind I would love to copy this and keep it for the moment I find a truly self aware woman such as you. Let her see that what she feels is not wrong but beautiful.
The reason you can not easily find a sub that is willing to grow into a slave is because there are many abusive men pretending to be a Master. They are abusive and do not have their slave's best interest at heart. It takes a long time for obedience to come about at this level. Every sub is different, just like grains of sand on the beach. You can not cal yourself a Master and expect a woman to trust you , your actions must reflect your words. Do not say that it is the other side always who is at fault. You should take stock of your self before you can command a slave.
DeleteThank you for sharing with us. it is most appreciated.
ReplyDeletei am a pet girl who just delights in the full ownership of a good Owner. What this sub has said applies equally to a pet. i am vivacious and obedient. vivaciouspet.tumblr.com
ReplyDeleteYour master has a treasure beyond words.
ReplyDeleteYou are the best. I admire you
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